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.i wear the same fake smile, still hold the same dull knife in my hand...and im still invisible...i have a voice...rarely talk...sometimes i forget what i sound like...the moment i open my mouth to speak, everything is quiet...seems like all eys are at me...stareing...their eyes are like needles, penitraiting my skin, heart, my soul...when my voice cracks out from its web, its  deep...darkening...their eyes and mouths show disgust...slowly...i shut my mouth as their eyes turn to eachother...in my mind i speak...i speak through writing...my drawings...quotes, poems...anything i write that isnt work is what i'd say...what i feel...forever i am mute...forever i write...sometimees-(yes this is true)-i'd stop everything im doing...close my eyes...focus...i hear everything around me, every sound, every click of a pen, feet moving, voices...but even in the faintest sounds, i can never hear my heart beat...nor half the time can i feel it...its either a hard thumping...or faint to no beat....my heart is no more but the peice of life i have left...im dying slowly inside...no one can tell...i make my mask as flawless as i can...no one sees through it-never...but at the end of the day, the smile dies down aswell...cracks and rips form...crippling slowly...peice by peice...sleep forever now my false smile...may you rest in peace with the other broken masks...
this fake mask is what i hold everyday...
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:iconrileydanielharry:
RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
dude ok this reminded me of what i think every day o___-
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
sadly
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ches D:
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
mhm :I
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X(
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
D:
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:C
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
T^T
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Kalina1176 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student General Artist
Is it wrong that I can COMPLETELY relate to this?
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no, its sadly something the most unfortunit people shall encounter through out their lives, sadly i have started far behond early, but most do, and sadly not many make it...but i see no point in living, nor dying, so i just let life take the wheel, and let it steer my way to the abliss of my own mind..
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