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.i wear the same fake smile, still hold the same dull knife in my hand...and im still invisible...i have a voice...rarely talk...sometimes i forget what i sound like...the moment i open my mouth to speak, everything is quiet...seems like all eys are at me...stareing...their eyes are like needles, penitraiting my skin, heart, my soul...when my voice cracks out from its web, its  deep...darkening...their eyes and mouths show disgust...slowly...i shut my mouth as their eyes turn to eachother...in my mind i speak...i speak through writing...my drawings...quotes, poems...anything i write that isnt work is what i'd say...what i feel...forever i am mute...forever i write...sometimees-(yes this is true)-i'd stop everything im doing...close my eyes...focus...i hear everything around me, every sound, every click of a pen, feet moving, voices...but even in the faintest sounds, i can never hear my heart beat...nor half the time can i feel it...its either a hard thumping...or faint to no beat....my heart is no more but the peice of life i have left...im dying slowly inside...no one can tell...i make my mask as flawless as i can...no one sees through it-never...but at the end of the day, the smile dies down aswell...cracks and rips form...crippling slowly...peice by peice...sleep forever now my false smile...may you rest in peace with the other broken masks...
this fake mask is what i hold everyday...
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
dude ok this reminded me of what i think every day o___-
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
sadly
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ches D:
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
mhm :I
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X(
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
D:
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RileyDanielHarry Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:C
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
T^T
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Kalina1176 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student General Artist
Is it wrong that I can COMPLETELY relate to this?
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no, its sadly something the most unfortunit people shall encounter through out their lives, sadly i have started far behond early, but most do, and sadly not many make it...but i see no point in living, nor dying, so i just let life take the wheel, and let it steer my way to the abliss of my own mind..
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Kalina1176 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student General Artist
You just spoke my perspective on life.
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hm...i have much more i can say
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Kalina1176 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student General Artist
I bet you do.
I have my "rant" moments where I just go on and on about life. Various things whether it is religion, social problems, politics and anything that really bugs me. If you pick a subject I can go on forever usually which doesn't prove too much use when I write essays in class......
I'm terrible because the subjects are opiniated and I literally talk my teacher's ears off through written text xD instead of following a decent flow haha
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
xD so do i, but thats why i love my LAL teacher, she enjoys good writing, she enjoys mine that i write in class which is usually gore, but i never have shown her my deep things that i post on DA, except for my Christmas Poem, that was for her class x3
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Kalina1176 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Student General Artist
I wish my teachers weren't so offended by strong emotions and gore...
I mean my story "His charm" was limited andI hated it but it was "expect the unexpected" and all of a sudden my grumpy ENG10 teacher was my new fan/stalker....
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
creepy...
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Tasorius2 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012
I wear a mask at all times... but I'd rather wear an actual mask...
I'd wear a mask with Orochimaru's face...
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
that would be epic...
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Tasorius2 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012
I'd wear it all the time... making it my True Face...
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JudesAbliss Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
as would i...
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